Thursday, August 10, 2006

Today

Today I feel different. I can’t exactly put my finger on it. I’m not sure why. It could be the heat 108 degrees is a bit hot. It could be eating a corn dog and onion rings for lunch. Not enough caffeine, I think as I go for a soda. I want to sleep and eat chocolate. Now some are thinking and it could be I’d need to count we women have that time. It could be that I’m unhappy with my son’s school already and they have yet to start. Summer reading that we weren’t informed of and a book that can’t be found.


It could be all of the above and some of the other things. I so hate myself for this feeling. Others are sitting in the heat because they have nowhere else to be, yet I complained to myself about the A/C in my car wasn’t working properly. My daughter suffers more than us she is in the back in a car seat. She’s a Little still. I looked over as we made our way through traffic at a man holding a sign that said "Anything would help" Look at him he’d rather stand in the heat then get a job I say. I hear "Momma he wants money." From the back seat. My son then starts telling me all the ways we can give through the church. Milly you need to open your eyes today and see how blessed you are. It brings me now to tears thinking of how blessed I am.


My church is in the desert and we are slowly walking out. When we do we will be stronger and more united God is leading us. A background on our church we were the mighty one other churches wanted to model themselves after us they came from far and wide to see how we did it. The dynamic speaker and the large church building. We may have become more about who we are then about God and in God’s wonderful way of being a father He reprimanded us. Now He is ready to lead us as He sees fit. It’s amazing to see Him working in us. We are the church not a building it’s in our hearts.

11 comments:

Andreia said...

Girlfriend, You need a long bubbly bath AND some chocolate. I hereby give you permission to have both in whatever quantity you need.

Milly said...

andreia,
Thank you May all women have cake and a soak.

Laymond said...

Well I won't get involved in the chocolate and soak advise, but when we realize we are the church we might also realize we need to live like it. Good blog

Danny Kaye said...

I dunno...

I sure SOUNDS like the Mil-gurl is pregnant.

I mean, cravings for chocolate and corn dogs with onion rings...hot flashes...lacking energy...etc.

C'mon, Milly. Does your husband know?

"...we were the mighty one other churches wanted to model themselves after..."

Do you mean you are part of the Tulsa Church! I have friends here in NH who moved up here from there quite a while ago and they spoke highly of it even back in the 80's.

Milly said...

Danny,
NOOOOO! No baby and soon I will make sure of that. Who said hot flashes? I ain't having those yet. It's actually 108 here and I'll e you about the church.

Milly said...

Has anyone ever noticed words in the verification? I just got ray gun. Odd

Larry said...

Without a doubt we all have days when eating chocolate and hitting the sack is about all the speed we can muster.

Andreia said...
This comment has been removed by a blog administrator.
Milly said...

I want to go sometime. Yes the singing can be great. Not the old stuff they rock at times.

Milly said...

I removed our conversation because I am anonymous. The answer is yes I do go to that one and we’ve had our fair share. If you’d heard the man speak years ago you know how great he is. We can’t follow a minister forever. God is who we follow. We are working on several issues God will put us where we should be.

Andreia said...
This comment has been removed by a blog administrator.